You – Its for you.

This is for you, about you and to you. You, whom I don\’t know yet, will walk into my life one day. You should know what awaits and what am I. You should also know my past in a nutshell. You should know about me. You should know me.

Firstly, you should have certain qualities. You should have beautiful eyes. By beautiful, I mean, I should see love in your eyes. You should have a good voice. By good voice, I mean, I should feel special when I hear you say my name. You shouldn\’t be a builder who makes wall in between but an able police officer who should avoid traffic jams. Didn\’t get it? You should just be open and there shouldn\’t be any secrets. You should be loving my parents and my family. You don\’t have to ask me, I will be your parent\’s son. You should respect me and gain my respect. Of course, I respect ladies but that is not on line to be taken for granted. You should also know that I talk a lot and I am short tempered. I say lot of things out of anger but I will make sure I don\’t abuse. Don\’t give up on me when I am angry. You can try to calm me down but don\’t be hurt if I don\’t. If I ask you to leave me alone, I am asking you to stay with me. I am sensitive and emotional but I have learned to hold myself together and therefore I might not express. But when I am low, I want you to hold my hand and tell me everything will be fine. You should be there for me then. I have family issues like any other person and I want you to stand beside me and help me to tackle it. When you have a problem, you can lean onto my shoulder. I don\’t know how does it feel to be the first in someone\’s life and I am looking forward to experience that from you.  

I have so many females around me. Don\’t worry, nobody would take your place in my life but they would always remain as my friends. You can be possessive, of course its cute, but don\’t screw up our relation on it. Your friends will be respected and you will be given time to hang out with them. I expect the same back. You should know before you commit, you are coming into a stupidly blind film crazed guy. You should know, I am also a cricket maniac. If you want to go for shopping, kindly don\’t even ask me if I am involved in a film or watching cricket. You have all the freedom to roam around wherever you want but if you could let me know where you are with a whatsapp message or a normal text, I would be breathing normally. Oh did I tell you, dear? I prefer silence when I am working. Silence brings the best out of me. Remember, while out in public, like in a theater or hotel, don\’t talk for the public, talk just for me. I would love it you are bubbly, chatterbox and a hyper girl but make sure we are not the center of attraction with our words. May be, you will be the center of attraction cause of your looks! 😉 Talking about theaters, don\’t talk to me in the theater about anything other than the ongoing film. If you want to make a negative comment on the film while watching, you are free to step out of the theater and wait for me. This is something which I have zero tolerance.

You will be the 12th to enter my life, the 3rd to enter my heart and I want you to be the last. Unless and until you are able to convince me you will be the final, don\’t even make an attempt. I have a bad recent past and you should be aware of it. No, I wouldn\’t trouble you for what my past have done on me but you should be able to understand the fear. I would trust you and give you all what you ask for in terms of love but for that, you got to prove yourself worth of it. If I am also in love with you and I think you are worth, its a wild card entry for you then!

If I get back home late, I will let you know in advance. I will try not to trouble you and eat from outside but just in case I want home food, you are free to sleep after keeping a plate on the table. Although I don\’t like to eat alone, I don\’t want an old-fashioned wife who waits for her husband without sleeping and later complaining during a fight! You should trust me and if you ever have any doubts on me, you should feel free to ask me. Don\’t even dare to spy or arrange a private detective. You are free to wear anything you feel comfortable with but make sure it doesn\’t look vulgar. You can\’t wear a bikini to a wedding though. I don\’t personally think you need to whitewash yourself, given how beautiful you look out of sleep. 

Finally always remember this. I am going to tell you everything that happens. I will tell you everything first. You are always going to be first on priority. At some situations, the priorities may shift and I want you to remember, eventually I am going to tell you everything! 

You must be wondering where did all the romantic stuff go but I don\’t want you to blush on reading this. The best part should be experienced right? *Winks*

I am sitting here waiting for you, already in love with you and trusting you. But take your time on reaching me because I want you to experience life and already know the tough side of it.