Self thoughts.

Sun rises everyday and sets in the evening. He is calm and lovely in the morning, annoying and destructive at noon and by evening, he regains a calm composure with a change in color. But out of the 365 days in an year, most of the days we are denied to witness the mood swings of him, thanks to the large clouds luring above us. I strongly believe each and everyone of us have a similar life to the sun. We all have it in us to steel the show but some clouds just come and stand in front of us. The barriers. The obstacles. It can be situations, it can be people, it can be natural issues; it just can be anything.

All the tough situations can be overcame if you have the self belief, confidence and faith in yourself. Its an irony that this sentence is coming out of someone who doesn\’t have in himself to encounter the toughest phase of his life, but I strongly believe in what I just said. Its only a matter of time for everything to subdue and get the life back on track. However the person should also give in the effort required. Everyone wants to be happy and lead an amazing life even after facing tough situations but what happens is, especially in heart breaks, the other person becomes the whole life and the world shrinks down to him or her by the time a terrible break up happens. That is the most dangerous situation. Most people when facing a break up, the immediate thought which rushes to them is \”What would I do from tomorrow? I used to talk to her, I used to think of her and I used to feel her. Now what would I do?\” When they try to answer these questions, the only thing that would pop up is entire blankness and black. Close your eyes and see for yourself. That is exactly how it feels.

Sometimes when I tell my friends about another friend, I use this sentence \”She is just out of a terrible break up.\” This was a regular sentence in my dictionary and one fine day someone close to me asked me \”Vishnu, what is a terrible break up and what is a normal break up?\” Okay, that was kinda like a nose-cut moment for me. I thought of it. I thought again. Then the reply went \”What I faced now is a terrible break up though it wasn\’t a proper relation and what I faced couple of years back with is a normal break up.\” I really don\’t know whether my answer made any sense but it made perfect sense to me because I had seen both the sides of it. This is another craziness of life and how people fight. What seems to be a huge issue for someone is just a matter of laugh for another one. Some reasons will be blown up as the biggest problem in the world but for people at the receiving end, its too silly. Respecting the other\’s thoughts and reasons are not always easy because it can come down to the point of hurting and cutting you into pieces. There are also certain reasons which both of them know is very silly and stupid but one of them is just not ready to give up! He or she just forgets all the good time they had and all the lovely moments they shared. What matters is that silly reason in the end.

Where did I start and where am I now? Oh. This is my issue when I start blogging something. The topic just keep escalating from one to another at an unbelievable speed. The reason being my mood, which is just not even okay. Somewhere in between, when I write, my personal issues creeps up to my heart, then to brain, then to my hands, fingers and the final product is the words you read over here. May be, I should have more self control but from another point of view, what is the harm in sharing what I think is right? It might just be what some people want to hear. Ah, I am glad to help! To every close friend of mine, I have always said this sentence more than once, \”I am just a call or text away from you.\”